Like wept mother, so wept son

entered the world not welcomed

tears shed in pain never dry

all my days I behold her cry



"Nothing you say

worth hearing

All that you do

brings me back to you

The absence of love I'm sensing

Is it me is it you

makes me bitter makes me hate

And I hate

AND I HATE!!!"



Sucked not love but bitterness

in her arms out of her breast

As the black world fell apart

fear built house in an unborn heart

Wise is the one who dares to hear

Demons howling in his head

At the gate my allies come

Strike dead the evil ones



In wilderness...

Wolves howl me my lullaby

Crow shrieks a fairy tale

Owl speaks wise thoughts

in my head, in my sleep...

"dream my earthly child dream

the eagle and the serpent

will guard your sleep"



Out of the house across the yard

To the garden where memories are cast

seek beloved the dearest one

I see the gate I no longer run

Now drum is broken and hell is loose

In a tree of wisdom they put a noose

Chaos I Breath it's my last sigh

I'll hang this child into tree of life