I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating

I was wrapped up in a blanket

I was grey

Damp and sore

The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic

(Like I think I'm at the racing

Like the night before)

I remember one girl standing

One was sitting on the ground

One was holding me up

The other pulling me down

And I couldn't decide which one was real

Because there wasn't a sound

(Like I was pregnant again... )