Memories alive in shame

Through my sadness

Sun shines cold

Now and here I want to fade

Thoughts, my feelings, tears

Try to change the world

As the worst become reality

Falsehood in your speech

To live this repulsive land



Garden falls in yellow-red

As tears then meeting the dawn

Childish dreams and happy years

Sustained in the dark



Bring me to the broken panes

Let sunshine burn my eyes

The truth was hard to face

And all now seems in vain

Relentless slowly reveals

The pains of life increase

Autumn in garden I feel

And all now seems like

Wounds of your hands

Theheaviest cross on thy neck

Brought down your faith lord

In your name

I am here haunted by fear

Trembling afraid to sleep

Lying on the dry dead leaves

Key to nowhere

In my reach

We were dead from the begining

False existence we dreamt

And now I see I've never lived

Help me escape