you walked away i fell to he ground

i reached out for you you ignored the sound

of my head bouncing up and down

will i ever get up again?



remember the voices spiral through my head

hapless noises that slide with me

into the bed i wish would swallow me whole

and i can't help but think it will never happen again



so i close my eyes and float out

drowning my thoughts in the memories

and i feel myself being consumed by the past

and the spinning thought that you would be the last



wake on the floor for a ten minute morning

a twisted morning the echo of sunshine

i can never return where the smiling thoughts went

i will never know them again



why couldn't you ask i would never say no

why didn't you tell me i was getting cold

i was looking for something as hard as goodbye

now i'm searching for a reason why



so i close my eyes and float out to sea

drowning my thoughts in the memories

and i feel myself being consumed by the past

and the spinning thought that you would be the last