It starts to tear me down

Destroyed by what I create

It left the nerve exposed

Feels like a lost cause

Frustration's all I have left

It's what reduced me to this

Turned me against myself

It's still a lost cause



I can't keep doing this to myself

But it's the only way to forget who I am



Your disability

Kept pushing me away

It went beneath what's so real to me

And threw it all away

I underestimated

The lengths that you would have gone

To deny who you are

You threw it all away



I will keep doing this to myself

'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am



I never wanted your help

I never needed your help

The failure has to be all mine all mine now

I'll turn my back on myself

If it's my only way out

It can only help me if it hurts



I won't give in to, I won't give in to...

I wont become one with your lies



I never wanted your help

I never needed your help

The failure has to be all mine all mine now

I'll turn my back on myself

If it's my only way out

I'm too tired to feel anything anyway



I will keep doing this to myself

'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am



I never wanted your help

I never needed your help

The failure has to be all mine all mine now

I'll turn my back on myself

If it's my only way out

I'm too tired to feel anything anyway



I have become one with your lies