Am I to blame?

If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave

Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame

Since you're gone, I've never felt the same



Well maybe I'm just a bad seed

Of the family

I'll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets

And I'll never come cryin' for sympathy



Well I need a place to run to

Yeah I need a place to hide

Yeah I need a place where I don't need a smile as my disguise



Am I to blame?

If I won't face your grave

Am I to blame? Am I to blame?

If I cannot bear to face your grave

And mother please shine down on me

Show me that I'm not the bad seed



Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame

Since you're gone I never felt the same



Well maybe my mind's deceiving me

But I think you took the easy way out

You left me standing there empty handed

As soon as you put that gun in your mouth

So please don't keep on asking

If there's something wrong

'Cause you know damn well if I was fine

I would've never ever written this song



Am I to blame?

If I won't face your grave