Death is part of this pail second

Reacting in chaos with only moments to spare

I'm still trying to figure the part

I played in this game, my own demise

How can we be reconciled from all this

When repetition has no strength or value

And all that I see is unappealing away

So tempting, decadence nails me

What risk am I taking for being alive

The fear I confront from existance

Carry me out now

I need more than solitude

Save me from myself deceiving

Lies angry tears are choking me

Forcing me down to my knees

Hearts pure intentions are failing me

Due to flesh in weekness

Integrity lost a portion of myself

Now drowning slowly

Forsaking, waiting to begin my dying time

Burning from inside, wretched am I

Weak and in doubt, I still suffer

Go figure, I never once budged an inch

Even though from my heart I'm still trying

Trying to see clear my vision

It fails me, returning to nothing

Demise, my own demise