Existing for chaos

To harm conceive and lie

Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake

Silently respectfully I move behind your backs

Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies



I seem to have forgotten the truth

As well as story

Nothing no longer adds up

Regretting my conviction to be as every one

Hiding my solutions deep in my pride



I am here for you

I am here for you



No one longer listens

I have a hard time to reach out

Might they have discovered all my wrongs

I guess I never realised the problems

That I've caused

I guess I have myself to blame

For trusting all those lies



I must reach out explain these lies

I just don't have the courage

To do it at this time

I must reach out explain these lies

I just don't have the courage

To do it at this time