I'm not doing great

I feel like I'm dead

Not thinking straight

Inside my body, troubled, full of hate

I had to let it out before it's too late



Deep Inside, It can hide!

Feeling so lost and betrayed

why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place, where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside



Why won't it fade

Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",

I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain

I guess this is a lie, I have made



Deep Inside, It can hide!

Feeling so lost and betrayed

why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place, where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside



What am I doing?

I can't believe this

I have been hiding

Wanting to be less

Giving to people,

They take from me

Always they bring drama to me



Look, look at me now

NOWWWWWWWW



Feeling so lost and betrayed

why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place, where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside



I can't stand all this fucking Pain

Please god just go away

Please god just make the pain...