I never ever can remember

All the things that go bump in the night

Quietness uncovers

Betrayal now hovers

And my comfort levels not quite right

I'd love to stay and evaluate

But my torture can't wait

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

I never can decipher

Who listens to the words I say

While I sense I'm searching

I never know who's lurking

To scare my sacred thought away

I'd love to hang and chat a while

But my minds become vile

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

I never can contribute

To finding all the faults that sustain

Never mind the answers

To who spreads the cancer

When the questioning of why remains

I'd love to sit and rationalize

But my tongues become dry

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

Breakdown Reality

Breakdown my ability to get it back

Breakdown honesty

Breakdown now deliver me

From all this madness and all this agony