some days are better, they're better than others

can't run forever, you're pushing me under

what a way to live my life

i'm hiding from the battles i don't want to fight

what i've become



and now it's going grey

all the lines are blurring and decayed

i can't recall exactly who's to blame..... anymore



is it me or is it you , something isn't right

of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight

someday i will find the courage to embrace you

someday i will find the strength to erase you



some days i think i'm nothing without you

sometimes i wish that i could just kill you

what a way we live our lives

it's hard to breathe

it feels like i'm infected by my dad's disease



and now it's going grey

and you're the one i chose to feed me pain

and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes



[chorus]



and i see myself in heaven

if i can free myself from this hell