The drugs are ruling. controlling. confusing

Don't want to be myself anymore

Can't escape from reality

I'll make my own decisions

Without distorted visions

Fighting for rebirth

In torture and toment driven

Last time I'm not forgiven

Imprisioned I blame myself

I am feeling what it has been doing to me

It is changing ican not find my ecstasy

Addicted I suffer lost

Broken I dry retch emotion

Addiction it feeds on us (let it rule)

I'll deceive you and I will lead you

Drag you down and force to feed you

Money's no issue just what I do

An industry of fake illusion

Here's the reason a taste of freedom

An open mind to stained delusion

I know it's new to you but I am telling you

You're searching for a different life

You'll make your own decision

Through distorted visions

Fighting for rebirth

In torture and toment driven

Last time you're not forgiven

Imprisioned you'lI blame yourself

Whats the meaning of what I'm needing

Cannot escape this life I'm leading

I reach to others but they despise me

I'm pushed aside with no one to turn to

Now I'm empty I'm done with dealing

I live alone but have no healing

Cut arms bleeding it's never ending

A pool of blood I'm descending

I'll make my own decisions

Without distorted visions

Fighting for rebirth

In torture and toment driven

Last time I'm not forgiven

Imprisioned I blame myself