Press my face in the dirt

see how long I can hold my breath

pour some salt in my wounds

I am just someone who doesnt

fit in your world



how can I smile with your gun to my head

how can I reach out when your holding me back

I am just so tired of everyone whos trying to save me

just save yourself...



fade away

i wanna fade away



you give me your hand, I dont want it

Ill rather drown on my own

you try to give me relief, I dont need it

Ill rather put the gun to my head



bitterness is calling inside

I am already damned

the fire in my soul is slowly dying

you know destiny calls my name



fade away

I wanna fade away

fade away

I wanna fade away