I remember was the month october,

In a garage I was standing,

Scared and somber,

I could smell your breathing,

And the pain you're leaving,

So ashamed I'm feeling,

And now I am left to fate.



For all the times I've been losing my mind,

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,

You made me suffer,

Motherfucker,

Ripped my heart out,

It was so good.



I remember words that never left me,

For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me,

If you tell I'll kill you,

Rip the child out from you,

Wish that I could stop you,

Please God make this go away.



For all the times I've been losing my mind.

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy.

And you made me suffer, motherfucker.

Ripped my heart out,

Innocence was lost.



And I feel it

I can't take it

I don't want it

Anymore



Was only five

And I feel it

Can't take it

Anymore



For all the times I heard you,

Say in my goddamned mind,

Make it sooner if I suck you,

I'd make you suffer,

Make you suffer,

Motherfucker



For all the times I've been losing my mind,

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy,

And you make me suffer,

motherfucker,

Ripped my heart out



I was only five

Five