I remember, it was the month october

In a garage, i was standing scared and somber

I could smell your breathing, and the pain your leaving

So ashamed, i'm feeling

And now i am left to fate



For all the times i'd be losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

It was so good



I remember words that never left me

For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me

If you tell, i'll kill you

Rip the child out from you

Wish that i could stop you

Please god make this go away



For all the times I've been losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, mother fucker

Ripped my heart out

Innocence was lost



And i feel it

I can't take it

I don't want it

Anymore



Was only five

And i feel it

Cant take it anymore



For all the times i heard you

Say in my goddamned mind

Make it sooner if i suck you

I'd make you suffer

Make you suffer

Motherfucker



For all the times i'd be losing my mind

You molest and destroy just a five year old boy

And you make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out..

...I was only five...

...Five...