we're always too always in doubt

works on me

she's nowhere she mainlines helps me out

now i can speak

was heard not seen wasted nothings free

was black was bruised fucked up twenty two



i'm amazed you eat you sleep you function at all

'cos my aims so weak i'd fail to get into my arm

was made the first to laugh

tried but the tribute short changed kidness

flowers and silence

was made the first to laugh

charmed but the weather broke me sober

i've never been colder



seen braver seemed braver since then

but never been

no favours no saviours no sense

it's not in me

so nothing's free ghostdrunk out of reach

so action this cared less never missed

and you preach you teach did i 'learn you' nothing at all

i'm too dumb to see but you stooped for someone this small



you'll always be closing me down denied me remind me i'm sold out

just skin and teeth

left black and bruised fucked up nothing new

was heard not seen wasted so nothing's free