Abusive excuses are all I have to hold

Use and re use to explain why I'm so cold

One for headaches

One for stress

But the one for fear's the one I like best

Abusive excuses they save me every time

The slow slide down

You never can see it

The slow slide down

You always believe it

Destructive impulses and cowardice and lies

Buzzing back to life like freeze dried flies

Flies for love

and flies for sex

But the flies for fear are flies I like best

Impulsive destruction is where my talent lies

The slow slide down

You're trying to change me

It's all my fault

But you never blame me

It's in everything we do

One for love

and one for sex

But the one for fear's the one I like best

This act is a bore but it makes me who I am

The slow slide down

You never can see it

My act is a bore

You always believe it

It's in everything we do