I can't believe my eyes anymore

I turn around and you're not there

I don't believe my mind anymore

it tells me things I don't want to hear

where have I gone

crushing my sould

crushing my heart

where has it gone

crushing my spirit

crushing my hope

I can't survive this life anymore

not one more day of this bullshit

you turn around and I'm not there

not one more hour, not one more minute, not one more second

I'm gone

sometimes i wish I could just go where no one knows me

sometimes i wish I could just disappear

sometimes I think no one would even care

sometimes I think no one would even notice...

I'm gone