[music & lyrics by jos]



guilt is growing in my head

building on a painful past

distorting all i think and see

my mask is your reality



innosense on it's own

among the tempting forces

i'd so much like to fit in

but i'm a victim of society



[chorus]



our depreciated world

one big chicken house

filled with selfishness

is growing worse

hypnotized, then wide awake

i had to shift the blame to me

then sliding into

a sickening pit of beastial pleasure



performed my fear and fantasy

forgot about reality

acted compulsive, non-intentionally

bear the truth deep in me



[chorus]



unstoppable, on the first impulse

desperate, the only way to forget

immediate, relief, social isolation

bitterness, the price of control



[repeat]



now living with the burden

in my callous brain

reliving this certain crime each day

my punishment is here to stay



[chorus]