So you were with us until the last minute

And then you were gone from here

And I watched and I just figured out

That I will never see you again



I had a choice

You had to leave

Into the night

This was my choice



It's so hard to explain what I meant

When I said that I wanted you dead

But I saw you fuck up and I just can't get back

The feeling I had for you



So I put all my strength into my only will

It was the only thing to do

And now I only regret that I cried

'cause you would never do that for me