first time on earth

going to have to tell you how to laugh

smile like a star

a young disaster

you fist fight yourself like

look for the thread

try to keep the gloves above your head

time tied them tight

you can't pick things up

sit beside watch while



today's too much for you...you just want to go, don't you?

you're damned if you don't and you're dumb if you do



knock knock shoot the clock

slip into a sleep full of sweat

think you closed your eyes

see the water rise

swim like a child might

swear at the sun

fumble your words like a gun

you're rusting in the street

and you try to trust your feet to find you

someone un numb



today's too much for you...you just want to go, don't you?

aching in my arms, you've come to harm

you've come to harm, you've come to harm



die before you disregard the logic in your veins

you say the word again, you hear the word again, do you hate the word again?



step into my room

1000 of you

1000 of you

nobody cries

you slip out of your lies

flick (night) light dies

all of your cells yell surprise

death had beautiful eyes

death had beautiful eyes



soul in a spoon, heart in a jar, that's what you are

soul in a spoon, you're coming down soon, that's what you are

that's what you are, that's what you are

that's what you are, that's what you are