How I'd love to experience a heartquake

But oh so afraid it will end up with a heartache



These untimely little deaths

Would leave me out of breath

Life would flash before my eyes



You might become a liability

And I a reliability

Still I'd know how it feels



The absence

Is highly present

It smothers me

Absorbs me like a black hole

The absence of longing

Fills up time and space

Tons and tons of emptiness

Weigh upon me



You're a bumpkin groping and falling

But you're my pumpkin prescious adoring

Wish for you to say it

First



Better to have failed in true love

Than never knowing what you long for

Better to feel pain

Than to feel nothing