I've been trying not to love you

I've been putting up a fight

I've been barely holding on

And letting go with all my might

There's a part of me that's empty

I know only love can fill

I'm afraid I'll never find it

And I'm scared to death I will

Chorus:

Help me fall

Help me fall

If you care for me at all

Help me fall

Help me fall

I've been holding conversations

When I haven't said a word

I've been speaking with my silence

And praying that you heard

I'm a walking contradiction

I'd hate to be my heart

It keeps trying not to love you

But it don't know where to start

(Chorus)

I've got to learn to re-trust

To turn me into us

And I really don't know if I can again

(Chorus)

I've been trying not to love you

I've been putting up a fight

I've been barely holding on

Letting go with all my might