I canÂ't laugh

I canÂ't cry

I canÂ't see inside of me

DonÂ't know the reason why



I ainÂ't straight

And I ainÂ't high

IÂ'm the ugly in between

CanÂ't live and I canÂ't die



I wanna scream

And I canÂ't win

My lifeÂ's a living soundtrack

For a human horror film



I canÂ't feel

And I canÂ't love

My mama never showed me how

I never was enough



I canÂ't laugh

And I canÂ't smile

IÂ'll sacrifice my aged elders

To show me how to die



I canÂ't love

And I canÂ't feel

And my mother never loved me

deep down she hated me



I canÂ't fuck

I canÂ't feel

I am one bizzare motherfucker

What the fucks inside of me



IÂ'll kill the beast

So to free my soul

And smash the mirrors

That wonÂ't let me go

Oh, if thereÂ's a smile that ya see

ItÂ's only the clockwork orange thatÂ's in me

I curse the darkness impassioned plea

And tear the heartout and watch me bleed

IÂ'll sacrifice my blood for free

To satisfy the vengeance thatÂ's in me

And bury the mirror thatÂ's inside me