I cant laugh

I cant cry

I cant see inside of me

Dont know the reason why



I aint straight

And I aint high

Im the ugly in between

Cant live and cant die



I wanna scream

And I cant win

My lifes a living soundtrack

For a human horror film



I cant feel

And I cant love

My mama never showed me how

I never was enough



I cant laugh

And I cant smile

Ill sacrifice my aged elders

To show me how to die



I cant love

And I cant feel

And my mother never loved me

Deep down she hated me



I cant fuck

I cant feel

I am one bizarre motherfucker

What the fucks inside of me



Ill kill the beast

So to free my soul

And smash the mirrors

That wont let me go

Oh, if theres a smile that y see

Its only the clockwork orange thats in me

I curse the darkness impassioned plea

And tear the heart out and watch me bleed

Ill sacrifice my blood for free

To satisfy the vengeance thats in me

And bury the mirror thats inside of me