My lips are shaking my nails are bit off.

Been a month since I've heard myself talk.

All the advantage this life's got on me.

Picture a cup in the middle of the sea.



And I fight back in my mind. Never lets me right out.

I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show.



Oh, I walked the lie when you held me in that night.

I walked the line when you held my hand that night.



On empty shell seem so easy to crack.

Got all these questions. Don't know who I could even ask.

So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream where I'm not ugly and your looking at me.



And I stay in bed. Oh, in a little while I'll see you.

If just once I could feel love, oh, stare back at me. Yeah.



But I walked the lie when you held me in that night.

Oh, I walked the lie when you held my hand that night.

Oh, I walked the lie when you held me close that night.

I paid the price. Never held you in real life.

My lips are shaking...