the heaviness of my heart seems a

burden to me - whatever they preach

I have to look for people like me

ans so I have to join the wrong

unmindful of virtue I am eggier for

the pleasure of love more than for

salvation - I am seized by desire but I

have to keep the darkness night hidden

in the depth of my heart - it's the most

bitter fate - fate is against me

in love and virtue

I am heartened by my promise

I am downcast by my refusal

there is nothing I need from anyone

expect love and respect and anyone

who can't give me those two things

has no place in my life be sure before

I'll finish - I intend to celebrate this hell

I am involved in