To say that all of those words meant something

would be to say that your petty wars killed everything

And i wonder if we ever had one of those moments

because i cant count the times

I tried to cut away the dead, hoping to grow up again

How much i tried to kill the smiling boy

The burden of falling out of the womb

How much "not enough" i ever recieved

I will solve these dreams before i wake up this time

This loss wighs, it will always weigh