Dad was a great liar he said

No one would believe me anyway

I never thought it would come to this

Saturday was his last day



I know its not

My fault I just

wish that I could

have done something

to stop all of this

I know I know its too late

Not feeling anything at all was better than

Everything he went through



Walking along the train tracks

Were his foot got caught they thought

I still let them believe that

Can't share our conversations



I know its not

My fault I just

wish that I could

have done something

to stop all of this

I know I know its too late

Not feeling anything at all was better than

Everything he went through



It's sobering to realize, what goes on in our lives

Could be taken from us instantly

at the wrong place at the wrong time

he could have been saved by a little more caring

Little more listening, little more sharing

now I lie awake and replay

conversations, he and I make



I know its not

My fault I just

wish that I could

have done something

to stop all of this

I know I know its too late

Not feeling anything at all was better than

Everything he went through






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