she hears his footsteps, he walks up the path

and when the letter drops her heart beats fast

she picks up the envelope then she turns her face away

she'll check out her results another day

refusing to accept what they might say



jana cry "i've got so much to give"

jana sigh "i've got so much to live"

jana's mind - positive or negative

jana died



i watch her shiver by the fireside

from time to time she just breaks down and cries

her cat curled in her lap and she's secure in a place that she calls home

flicking through postcards and brochures of rome

dreaming of places that she'd like to go



her friends bring her soup each day

and she takes an array of bright coloured pills

from a.z.t. to vitamin c but still she wastes away

forcing down food but still she wastes away



jana cry "i've got so much to give"

jana sigh "i've got so much to live"

jana cry - jana tested positive

jana died