Trying to run from what you are

Afraid of being alive

Hands shaking body aching

The abuse left a permanent scar

So now to get by you do whatever it takes

You need your reality to hit your veins again

Don't try to blame anyone

Your blame is self chosen



Don't come looking for sympathy

'Cause you won't get it from me

You're nothing but a burned out wreck

That solves problems with another hit

The remedy in a bag

Served up on a spoon

Starts to serve it's purpose

To kill the pain!



Looking for the utopia you found the first time

Will you ever get there again

Increase the dose and soon you'll find out

Was it too much or just enough

The chemical satan has got you in his hell

Don't you think you're better off dead

Don't try to blame anyone

Your pain is self chosen



Don't come looking for sympathy

'Cause you won't get it from me

You're nothing but a burned out wreck

That solves problems with another hit

The remedy in a bag

Served up on a spoon

Starts to serve it's purpose

To kill the pain!



I need to kill the pain, kill it again

Need to release my pain, kill myself again

Traded your life for a fix



The remedy in a bag

Served up on a spoon

Starts to serve it's purpose

To kill the pain!



I need to

Release my pain

Help me to

Kill the pain