Living life, don't you cry. My life -- pain is God.

Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me -- again I'm wrong.

In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.

All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me.

Now these memories

Still I hide

They bury me

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) X4

Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) X4

Looking back I was never ever right. You were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin' in and I'd say, "Hello," but you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment about my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try to play me!

You make my life -- not so....

All I want to do....

Is kill you....

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)

Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)

Wish! You! Were dead! Now!

How.... I know

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

Never loved.... Never loved