When this began.

I had nothing to say

and I get lost in the nothingness inside of me

(I was confused)

and I let it all out to find,

that I'm not the only person with these things in mind

(inside of me)

but all that they can see the words revealed

is the only real thing that I got left to feel

(nothing to do)

just stuck hollow and alone

and the fault is my own and the fault is my own



I wanna heal

I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long.

erase all the pain 'til it's gone

I wanna heal

I wanna feel like i'm close to something real.

I wanna find something I've wanted all along

somewhere I belong



and I got nothing to say.

I can't believe I didn't fall rightdown on my face

(I was confused)

look at everywhere only to find

that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.

(so what am I)

what do I have but negativity

cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me

(nothing to lose)

nothing to gain I'm hollow and alone

and the fault is my own

and the fault is my own



I wanna heal

I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long.

erase all the pain 'til it's gone

I wanna heal

I wanna feel like I'm close to something real.

I wanna find something I've wanted all along

somewhere I belong



I will never know myself until I do this on my own

and I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never be anything 'til I break away from me

I will break away.

I'll find myself today



I wanna heal

I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long.

erase all the pain 'til it's gone

I wanna heal

I wanna feel like I'm close to something real.

I wanna find something I've wanted all along

somewhere I belong