Born without dying empty

walk alone for a lifetime denied

the spark of life forever missing

a fear so vast it grows inside



Soul bleeding never healing

at the end of the day my spirit leaving



Of all I own handful of a

solid void what's left to give

can't get rid of all this guilt

blame myself for as long as I live



Shadow of the former me

reach for surface can't break free



Blind, Cold, Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time]

from dreamfield to death

wasted life on living

suicidals see no reason for another breath



Still forsaken hope all taken

keep on feeding the nightmares within

I see it clear still so tragic

against frustration no one wins



Sinking deep into depression

suffering the weight of confession



Upon the loss of a better fate

laid out before me all pure hate