i've got this vampire

sucking blood from my brain

these demons in my soul

driving me insane

hear my call for aid

i've been betrayed

by my mind and soul

i've lost control



give me my medication



got problems, no secrets

it's lowlife i'm living

have nowhere to turn to

no-one to talk to

need someone near

i trembling with fear

need something to calm me

heal me, help me



give me my medication



picture this, this unamusing amusement-park

picture me climbing to the top

of the highest attraction

then gliding, sliding, coming down fast

heading for the unavoidable catastrophe

going for a vacation in the belly of the whale

in the belly of the whale

i need to escape this rollercoaster-asylum

for former people and pets

giant pets with fur of artificial materials

and former people

with surgically enlarged bodyparts

personalities labelled with

the transglobal company logo and plastic skin

though i didn't mean to

i accidentally puked one of them in the face

he got mad

it turned out to be the most fun i've had in years

but good times never last

seconds later i tripped

and fell back into my hole

and i've been there ever since

i've been there ever since