Gorge in my darkness, for all to laugh at me. My undying love,

that you hold in chains. Bound by reality, controlling my every

thougt. Visions of your beauty, deep in my memory. Please try to

forgive me. The pain always returns. Yesterdays smile is tomorrows

tears. Oh God, What have I done? Our love together was strong. A

bond between two souls. Lost within my slumber. Tonight I sleep

alone. My mind no longer lusts, My heart no longer loves. Half my

life is gone from me. A mistake I must endure. Containing my

emotions, from time we spent alone. Surrender to my past, live

with a false sense of pride. Every time I close my eyes I yearn

the sweet scent of you Always remember the love we made and

cherish It's silent beauty The softness of your touch, the warm

glow of your skin Is in my every fantasy. Your velvet lips upon my

neck will release my torture inside.