Confusion,the world that I create

Reality, makes you suffocate

Well I've reached the point each leaper knows

Desperation and the symptom shows



Living is a waste of time

Pay the mortgage then you die

Living is a waste of time

Breathe in breathe out live the lie



It's reality, my reality



Survival, I will outlive your kind

Depression, depression as my bride

Temptation as the cancer grows

Yeah I've reached the point the point each hooker knows



And I know that God above

Must love me very much

For I have suffered the anguish of many men

I have taken the weight of the world

As rested on my shoulders

And have felt the wrath of wars

As fought inside my head



This nation's plastic paradise

Herod's children we're all sacrificed

An anchor sinking around my neck

Ain't no wonder I'm a fucking nervous wreck