Bow I can take this, everything I know

Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be

I can never change anything I've done

Because it's the only thing that I have left



Blame myself again for what I didn't do

Never even knew it was coming from me

It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come

Because I have gone too far now



Chorus:

Nobody, nobody, nobody

Changed my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease



Is this all worth what this has done to me

Watered down my senses and turned them on me

Fuck morality and everything I know

If I didn't hate this then I couldn't cope

Impersonate myself for what I used to be

Denial is all that's left now



Chorus



Seething in my head

I'm suffering instead

I can't remember why

This meant so much to me



Doubt

Did I ever want this

It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been

Doubt

Did I ever want this?

It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be