I wake to a wasteland

I try to understand

hates me everyone

Satan's got a gun

I'm skinned by my own thoughts

raped by every god

left with everything

feeling so lonely



I feel so alone

I'm haunted every time

I fucking close my eyes

I feel the evil force

eat at my rotten corpse

I break down in dismay

crumble and decay

worst of this monstrosity

is that this is fucking reality



Wake me up or I'll lose my mind

this nightmare's draining me inside

terrified to close my eyes

this nightmare makes me wanna die



When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?



I wake in boiling sweat

dream will I forget

actions I do regret

erase then smear with shit

I flee from nothing there

possessed by if I care

attempt to run away

manage to burn and pray

I fall in endless pit

and loving every bit

further that I go

escape this hell I know

smashed down on ten foot spikes

shoved deeper with her might

I bleed cold in despair

yet she doesn't fucking care



Wake me up or I'll lose my mind

this nightmare's draining me inside

terrified to close my eyes

this nightmare makes me wanna die



When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake?

When will I awake