I can't believe

After all this time

I'm in love with a man

Who can never be mine

And just to think

I believed one day you'd really leave

Like you said you would

Cause you don't love her

But your little girl really needs you, oh



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Christmas you weren't with me

On New Year's Eve you were not around

Valentine came and went

Makes me wonder where your time was spent

No fireworks on the Fourth of July

Thanksgiving was another lie

Your family has never met me

And you've never met mine

No happy holiday



I got to let go of this feeling

Being with you deprives me of true love

I can't fathom living this life

Without being number one

This is finally goodbye

I pray to God you live a happy life

Cause loving you just ain't right



Chorus



I wish I had known

The situation from the start

Now it's complicated because

I gave you my heart

Honestly I held on

For my ego, my pride

But what goes around comes around

But maybe next time I'll be on the other side



Chorus