There are things I'd like to say

that I've said too many times before

Things I should have done

instead of looking for a way to get out



You'll never know the sorrow I felt

or the hours I've laid awake

thinking about just what you said

How could you know how I felt?

I never took the time to figure it out

or see how the problems arose

I tried to blame the two of you

I can only blame myself

for the pain we felt



There are words I should have spoken

but I kept my fucking mouth shut instead

Words would've made the difference

but they always stayed unsaid



Why won't you ever see?

Why won't you even see?

It's not just me