i dont udnerstand this, all pain pushed inside, all plastic frustration, why you cannot be you, i am walking hate, all this surrounds me, i can't even try , i dont udnerstand



why i hate me



you do not see, i dont udnerstand, i na mirror i see nothing why dont i see something, my mind my own prison, your face my own toy, i have no honest reflection, i dont understand



why i hate me



see what i am, everything has changed, and i cna't find my own mind, cause everything feels dead



i can't feel

i am numb

a perfect person



kill me



foudn out what im doing

i cant find my head