Feel betrayed,... as I sit here cold and tired

It seems that what I valued before

has been eaten cold by a ghost



Deeds, what's to gain here

I want to kill myself

but I ain't got the guts... yet



Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold

Mother, father, brother, sister

you don't understand me

'cos how could you...

When I can't



You bastards

Blind laughters I miss my home



Sick, feel sick

can't eat more of your shit

You are a decieving liar

and I am a mistrusting fire

Nowhere to go but home