So close to taking back control of my life, now rotting me away

But its ok, just one more day of being, less then something

Chase better days, the memories remain but feelings gone



All I can see in sight, nothing but black skies,

When I close my eyes everythings alright



Look away (dont see me), craw through life,

Still pleading peace of mine, taking time to breathe

Gain composure still stomach knots, taste the bile and shake

Im dead inside



Slowly crumble



All burns have turned into blisters

The tears have rusted in my eyes-goodbye



No foreword progress Im fading fast

Ive come too far to start off again-goodbye



The pain just grows and grows with time



All I feel now cold thoughts unwind

But someday Ill be alright