At the first sign it begins the terrible certainty the doubt consuming

This time it simply must be it seems impossible to turn away now

And it will hold on till the end

So lift another page another life another day

Just to escape the dreams you hold inside your mind

The waves that crush the life of everything

That you desire and leave you standing in blood

Once the fear awakens it seems impossible to turn away now

Into panic stricken it leaves you all alone

To contemplation of all the ways the end will come

Your eyes they will not save you now

And to the truth you turn a deaf ear

Swallowing anything to quell

Placebo savior on your tongue

To calm the pain falsely gave into self-invented death

And as the chasm fills with ulcered blood and cements in the fear until the

Next time

Your senses seem unclear only one thing appears the prison safety that is your

Own

Quiet cold