It's like I look too hard for you

And I can't see the change

Never tasting perfect

It’s never tasting the same

You'll have to bleed for me

If you want me to stay

And subtract the passion

From the pain



I need to die for this

I need to make this my last crusade

Because it's so mixed up

It's so fucked up and deranged

Lost in a passing thought

You've got nothing to lose

Except a portal to obsession and abuse



Was I still inside of you

When you told me

Not to continue

So why the fuck did you lie

And take a piece of this mind

And build me up just to be let down

And walk around like you don't even give a shit



You stand so close to the edge

You just might fall

I’ll give you one last kiss on the forehead

Before you lose your sight

You'll have to bleed for me

So much more tonight

And I can never let you turn

Into light, so



Was I still inside of you

When you told me

Not to continue

So why the fuck did you lie

You, you took a piece of this mind

And build me up just to be let down

And walk around like you don't even give a shit



I was not to blame

For making you deranged and angry

I’m dead now to your world

And you must suffer worse



You've got me itching and scratching

At this rash you gave me through

Your weakness your lies your disguise

I sit alone and I wonder

Why I wait here in darkness

Watching for

The glow of your face

To turn from dark into light



Was I still inside of you

When you told me

Not to continue

So why the fuck did you lie

You, you took a piece of this mind

And you build me up just to be let down

And walk around like you don't even give a shit



Why did you lie, Why did you lie

Why did you lie, Why did you lie



I was not to blame

For making you deranged and angry

I’m dead now to your world

And you must suffer worse




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