she came on

like a storm

from the blind side of a memory

soft and warm

left me sea-sick on the shore

she believed

she could prove

it was her world that i needed

but i left her for someone i wanted more



always using clever words to hide the truth

communicating in the ignorance of youth

still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion

i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence



she was wrong

sunshine bright

flaunting careless situations

guarded wit

always answering just because

wild cliche

i'm discreet

waking up from perfect dreaming

when i realized i want what never was



always using clever words to hide the truth (words to hide the truth)

communicating in the ignorance of youth

still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion

i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence



why do i just refuse to disagree

with what i believe

i found myself wandering aimlessly

calling it freedom