The black and cold reminds me

Of all the distance we have crossed

And if your darkness blinds me

I could never be more lost



But I'm not the one who seeks your protection

I'm not the one to share the disguise

And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection

I'm not the one to tear the same way twice



You push from the inside - smothered

You push from the inside out - smothered



Have all your walls surround me

They're closing in they block my sight

The violence around me

Found me when I could not fight



But I'm not the one to take your direction

I'm not the one who wears the disguise

And I'm not the one to share your reflection

I'm not the one you break the same way twice



I will never win

I will never win with you



I read you

I fear you round up no more than you know

I hate you

I still do everytime you let me go




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