I don't think I ever know if I ever really want it

Could be why I'm never sure if I ever really got it

And I guess it's maybe easier not to think too much about it...



A house a car a family and friends

Yeah all it means to justify the ends



But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind

Sometimes... I wonder... if I'm wasting all my time

Sometimes... I wonder... if I'm putting off my real life...



What I could've done, where I could've been

When I should've gone, why I should've seen

Who I would've loved, how I would've dreamed

And if it's always always too late...



I don't think I ever know that I ever really need it

Could be why I'm never sure that I ever really feel it

And I think it's maybe easier to guess I really mean it...



A house! a car! a family and friends!

Yeah all it means to justify the ends



But sometimes... I wonder...



A girl! a smile! a holiday and sex!

Yeah all it takes to make sense of the rest



But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind

Sometimes... I wonder... if I'm killing all my time

Sometimes... I wonder... if I'm giving up my real life...



What I could've done, where I could've been

When I should've gone, why I should've seen

Who I would've loved, how I would've dreamed

And if it's always, always too late...



And every day that I let slide

Is one day more I never try

To break the world

To make my fate

And with every day that I let go

It's one day less I ever know

If it's always

Always too late...