Emptiness slips into my mind,

Emotion so fucking hard to find,

I center myself in this universe,

With peace amongst all the pains and hurts,

I think of all the things that would've been,

And the time I could've spent with him,

But again comes sadness creeping in.





Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things I've seen with my own eyes,

Traumatized until I realize that I gotta go on with my life.





I can only guess what I should've done then,

Wandering alone on the path I've chosen,

Lumbering along towards inevitable fate,

I await an answer, I wrestle with hate,

I question your life and the choices you made,

I question myself with righteousness and rage,

Confused and sick from mistakes I've made.





Questions to ponder about letting go, answers I find towards peaceful flow,

People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that I live in,

In my eyes, I realize. No more lies stigmatized.